Thursday, September 08, 2016

When I write, part of my process is projecting my consciousness into another, albeit fictional, being. Much of what I write sounds like it is about me about you about us, but in reality it is about Them. The characters. In my most recent post, I had abstract feelings of negativity and was feeling down. One of the most awful, negative and betraying things I can think of, to me personally, is lying and deceit. So, I channeled that along with a projection of myself into a liar as a way of venting off general negativity.

Someone who lies all the time must be lonely, and empty inside. They aren't truthful themselves, so must question everything about themselves and others, until they curl up into a ball and retreat. The poem is actually incredibly simple and literal. I was going to take it a step further and start projecting into a person who lies so much that they can no longer distinguish the truth from a lie, and to the point where they themselves don't even realize they're lying anymore - they believe their own lies so completely. These people, I find, are the most scary type of deceitful individuals. I left it at that ending because it seemed to just fit and just end. It sounds cliche, but when I write these things they actually have a life of their own. They write themselves. I feel a poem or story or rambling percolating and I need to let it out. So I start, and I write, and when it's done it finishes itself. It's very odd.

Wednesday, September 07, 2016

Oh what little we'll believe
When first learning to deceive
Some things wicked, some things wise
Some Things inside that you despise
Second guess the shaky ground
Foundation built that isn't sound
Hollow out your inner self
And put your morals on the shelf
Crawl inside your empty shell
And live in your own private hell
Ruminate till you ferment
The isolation you lament
All alone and never free
Happiness? A memory.

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Facebook conversation excerpt in response to a video, link below(unedited copy/paste from a casual conversation, which is why the grammar and formatting is less formal than usual):

The vibratory stuff is bang on, and the stuff with water is... well I am from two schools of thought. I have a chemistry background so I know why water is doing what it's doing, and it's nothing special. A guitar string will resonate in a "pretty" pattern at the proper frequency (like HEALING MUSIC) or another distorted pattern (arrg heavy metal bad). Water is simply responding to those resonant frequencies because it is an electromagnetic entity. They anthropomorphize (sp?) it a little too much. It can't think feel remember or make decisions. But... It IS VERY COOL. I let all of those scientific mind-constraints go, even though they ARE there, and look at it with a spiritual or esoteric or just... open minded point of view. There is no doubt about the power of thought, vibrations and positivity. If we can make the 85%+ water in our bodies resonate properly through thought, intention, good will, proper diet and surrounding ourselves with similarly-focused vibrations (be it through other people, music, mantras, meditation, what have you) - I believe it's almost scientifically shown that we can reach enlightenment vis a vis a higher level-ordered, resonant consciousness. I mean, similar to, not by way of.

The energy transformations between people, by all means it's undeniably there.

Did you see the effects of prayer/blessings on war/stability and also effects of blessing water? Imagine if the entire planet was able to resonate AUM (om) in line with a resonant harmonic frequency of the earth, all at once for 5 minutes globally. Every single of the 6.2 billion beings capable of humming a simple frequency doing it at the same time. The ground would shake. My ex used to tell me how the middle of her chest would vibrate during om mantra chantings at the temple (She was a Brahmin) and the vibration just felt like joy and peace warming her up.

I am working on my ability to "believe without knowing" aka "faith". It has never been a strong suit for me and even 5 years ago the word "faith" was not part of my vocabulary. Things are changing  


Sunday, February 19, 2012

My favourite scene from the movie "Drive" - everything is perfect. I long for moments like these.

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

"Evolution is a term to define only one organism and that's the self. The self *is* the universe. The self *is* the alpha and omega and god and infinity. And that's the only thing that evolves, because we are all *part* of the self. Nothing goes through an evolutionary process alone, or without direct benefit to the whole.
So when you begin to think that there's this controlling elite, this controlling "hand behind the curtains" leading the planet to destruction; when you think the end is near, The Apocalypse, Armageddon; and when you think we as a species are doomed, it is not "they", it is you that brought this about. And for a very good reason: you are evolving.
Stop blaming everybody and everything else. Quit panicking about global tyranny and natural disaster and pay attention, because the world is telling you something. It is telling you exactly what is wrong with you and how to fix it."

- Quoted from "Kymatica" link as posted below

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